I was at a big Christian worship-and-prayer festival at my state’s
capitol campus. It was actually pretty good.
I should mention
that my state politicians who work in that capitol building have
demonstrated that they value politically-correct social whims over
the well-being of the state. It’s pretty messed up. Yeah, they need
prayer.
In fact, I really
appreciated the corporate prayer for my state! If we’re going to
change for the better, the change will be built on a foundation of
prayer. I treasure that.
So I was surprised
when I realized I was uncomfortable with the prayers that afternoon.
They weren’t bad prayers; they were about “Stop abortion,” stop
this bad thing or that bad thing. And those are things that need to
stop.
But something wasn’t
settling right in my spirit for the moment. I couldn’t have told
you why.
Across the lawn,
there was a counter-protest going on in reaction against this good
gathering. A small group of satanists showed up in protest of the
Christian event, offering to “un-baptize” people while they
occasionally shouted “Hail satan!” at the worshipping crowd. They
caught my attention.
There was a park
bench near the counter-protest. The state had put up a pretty big
barrier between the two groups, so I had to walk the long way around
to get there. And I sat on that bench and visited with Father, just
to watch what was going on, mostly.
The satanists were
sure angry. Well, some of them were. Some appeared to be high, and
they looked like they might be there just for the party. It seemed
that there was a deep sadness among them. In particular, the angry
ones caught my attention. So I watched and listened.
Thousands of
Christians, just beyond that fence, were ignoring the satanists, were
worshipping their God, praying against some of the things that these
people valued. I could see why they were angry, why they were
protesting.
I reflected that a
lot of times when I visit with atheists, the god they don’t believe
in is also a god I don’t believe in: capricious, judgmental,
distant, self-centered. I figure that this might be part of why the
satanists are angry at the Christian gathering (and the Christian
God): because they see them the same way: capricious, judgmental,
distant, self-centered.
That isn’t who I
know God to be, and it isn’t what these people were like when I
walked among them earlier, but I can understand the concern. I’ve
been around enough to get an idea of where they got those untrue
ideas. I could see why they might be angry.
Yeah, if I saw
things that way, I might not want to celebrate those values either.
As I began to understand a little bit of what might be their
concerns, I began to feel compassion for them. So I talked with
Father about them (in more religious vocabulary, I began to pray for
them). And I learned some things.
As Father & I
talked, I became aware that I was praying for them in much different
ways than the prayer & worship gathering was. While the gathering
was praying much for our state and our politicians and our people,
the thought that came to my mind was that these people had had enough
people praying against them. What they really needed was somebody to
pray for them!
So I tried to turn
that corner. I’ll be honest, it was a difficult turn. I’ve had
decades of experience seeing “the enemies of God” as issues, as
values, not as people, certainly not as individuals. I needed help to
see these people as individuals, and if I was able to, to see them as
individuals that Jesus died for, that Father weeps for, that Holy
Spirit is drawing to himself.
Gradually, I began
to see them less as “angry satanists,” and more as lost sheep,
whom the shepherd was searching for.
That changed my
prayers, I can tell you.
I prayed for
individuals, that big angry guy with the demonic imagery on his black
vest, that servant-hearted woman who needed more clothes on, that
bouncy woman (?) with pink hair down to her knees.
I began to pray for
peace, specific peace: that they would ind what they were looking
for, even if they didn’t know they were looking. I prayed for
success in their jobs, in their schooling, in their relationships.
I could go on.
Actually, I did. For kind of a while.
I understand that
hell is busy these days, and the political realm is one of his
favorite places to wreak “stealing, killing, destroying,” and
he’s having a measure of success. I understand that Father is still
seeking saints who will “stand in the gap before me for the land;”
I know a number of good people paying the price for that important
work. I’m thankful for them.
At the end of it
all, I am feeling a need to pray for people more than praying
against them. At least, that’s what I’m feeling this week.
Thursday
Pray For Them, Not Against Them
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