Thursday
Who’s Minding the Store?
Pray For Them, Not Against Them
I was at a big Christian worship-and-prayer festival at my state’s
capitol campus. It was actually pretty good.
I should mention
that my state politicians who work in that capitol building have
demonstrated that they value politically-correct social whims over
the well-being of the state. It’s pretty messed up. Yeah, they need
prayer.
In fact, I really
appreciated the corporate prayer for my state! If we’re going to
change for the better, the change will be built on a foundation of
prayer. I treasure that.
So I was surprised
when I realized I was uncomfortable with the prayers that afternoon.
They weren’t bad prayers; they were about “Stop abortion,” stop
this bad thing or that bad thing. And those are things that need to
stop.
But something wasn’t
settling right in my spirit for the moment. I couldn’t have told
you why.
Across the lawn,
there was a counter-protest going on in reaction against this good
gathering. A small group of satanists showed up in protest of the
Christian event, offering to “un-baptize” people while they
occasionally shouted “Hail satan!” at the worshipping crowd. They
caught my attention.
There was a park
bench near the counter-protest. The state had put up a pretty big
barrier between the two groups, so I had to walk the long way around
to get there. And I sat on that bench and visited with Father, just
to watch what was going on, mostly.
The satanists were
sure angry. Well, some of them were. Some appeared to be high, and
they looked like they might be there just for the party. It seemed
that there was a deep sadness among them. In particular, the angry
ones caught my attention. So I watched and listened.
Thousands of
Christians, just beyond that fence, were ignoring the satanists, were
worshipping their God, praying against some of the things that these
people valued. I could see why they were angry, why they were
protesting.
I reflected that a
lot of times when I visit with atheists, the god they don’t believe
in is also a god I don’t believe in: capricious, judgmental,
distant, self-centered. I figure that this might be part of why the
satanists are angry at the Christian gathering (and the Christian
God): because they see them the same way: capricious, judgmental,
distant, self-centered.
That isn’t who I
know God to be, and it isn’t what these people were like when I
walked among them earlier, but I can understand the concern. I’ve
been around enough to get an idea of where they got those untrue
ideas. I could see why they might be angry.
Yeah, if I saw
things that way, I might not want to celebrate those values either.
As I began to understand a little bit of what might be their
concerns, I began to feel compassion for them. So I talked with
Father about them (in more religious vocabulary, I began to pray for
them). And I learned some things.
As Father & I
talked, I became aware that I was praying for them in much different
ways than the prayer & worship gathering was. While the gathering
was praying much for our state and our politicians and our people,
the thought that came to my mind was that these people had had enough
people praying against them. What they really needed was somebody to
pray for them!
So I tried to turn
that corner. I’ll be honest, it was a difficult turn. I’ve had
decades of experience seeing “the enemies of God” as issues, as
values, not as people, certainly not as individuals. I needed help to
see these people as individuals, and if I was able to, to see them as
individuals that Jesus died for, that Father weeps for, that Holy
Spirit is drawing to himself.
Gradually, I began
to see them less as “angry satanists,” and more as lost sheep,
whom the shepherd was searching for.
That changed my
prayers, I can tell you.
I prayed for
individuals, that big angry guy with the demonic imagery on his black
vest, that servant-hearted woman who needed more clothes on, that
bouncy woman (?) with pink hair down to her knees.
I began to pray for
peace, specific peace: that they would ind what they were looking
for, even if they didn’t know they were looking. I prayed for
success in their jobs, in their schooling, in their relationships.
I could go on.
Actually, I did. For kind of a while.
I understand that
hell is busy these days, and the political realm is one of his
favorite places to wreak “stealing, killing, destroying,” and
he’s having a measure of success. I understand that Father is still
seeking saints who will “stand in the gap before me for the land;”
I know a number of good people paying the price for that important
work. I’m thankful for them.
At the end of it
all, I am feeling a need to pray for people more than praying
against them. At least, that’s what I’m feeling this week.
The Day of the Big Guns is Over
On a Sunday evening in the fall of 1998, I was in a home meeting a friend's home. While we were worshiping, the Lord gave me a vision.
The picture was of a city; it had an enemy marching towards it, a large army marching in ranks. Inside the city there was a very large cannon, and the people of the city were frantically hurrying to crank the cannon up into position to fire, but it was going up slowly, very slowly. I found myself frustrated with how slowly it was moving.
Finally it came up to the right position and then started to come right back down. This happened again even more slowly than the first time, and with more frustration on my part. I wondered if this vision was really from the Lord.
Then the scene changed, and I became aware of movement to my left and then to my right. Small groups of people were moving forward, but no one said a word. These were small teams of warriors, moving purposefully, sometimes forward, sometimes sideways, sometimes waiting. I could see that their eyes were fixed on a common point ahead of them. There were several groups, and though they were was no communication between them, yet they were moving in coordination with each other.
As I saw them, I was aware that these warriors had come out of the desert, and that they had spent a considerable length of time there. They had learned to pay close attention to the One Who was leading them. I was then looked and saw that it was the eyes of the Lord that their gaze was fixed on. There was no need of talking for direction, for the Lord led them with His eyes. Their enemy was unaware of their presence, and unaware of which direction they would be moving.
Then I heard the declaration, “The Day of the Big Guns is over.”
I asked the Lord what He was saying in this. He said to me that we - the church - had been waiting for a very long time for God to bring a move of his Spirit by someone well known. But every time a big-name evangelist was brought in, nothing happened; the only result was unbelief. He said he was not going to use the “big guns” any longer. He was going to use those whom He had trained in the desert, those who had come to know Him so well that they would follow Him with just the glance of His eyes.
He was going to use people like us.
His Word as a Talisman?
I’m convicted this morning that sometimes we – that sometimes I
– have used the promises of God as an incantation, his Word as a
talisman.
On the other hand, there have been times that I have used those promises in discussion with my King, times that he and I have wielded those same promises on the problems that were facing me, and the problems have bowed their knee.
I am reminded this morning that it is not the words on the paper that carry power. It is not the noises that come from my mouth that are imbued with his authority, no more than noises from any other part of my anatomy.
It is he himself that is the word of God, and while he inhabits me, while he lives in me and with me, if I use his words apart from him, if I unintentionally leave him as a bystander or cheerleader during my fight, well then he can stand by, he can cheer me on, I suppose.
But if I intend to move in the power of God, I need to move with God, in God. And that’s not a challenge, it’s not difficult. I’m not convinced that it’s automatic either.
I’m not above chewing out an oblivious driver who endangers my life and my vehicle. I’m not sure those words are imbued with the power of God; in fact in hindsight, I hope not!
I’m not perfect in my relationships, and I’ve said hurtful or insensitive things, more than I care to remember, actually. If those words carried the power to move mountains, we’d be in real trouble, I can tell you.
There have been times I’ve declared, “I forgive you” with no more power than my mutterings at the oblivious driver. And there have been times when those words carried power and presence enough to change a life. Apparently it takes more than just the noises from my mouth.
But there are times where my words have been in harmony with his words, words like, “Come out,” “Be filled,” “Be healed,” “Be blessed,” and what I spoke changed reality, became reality. When I spoke with him.
The alternative is to be with him. To be with him when we speak.
There is a New Year Before Us
It has been said that “Those who fail to learn history are doomed
to repeat it.” If we apply this personally, we could say, “Those
who fail to learn from their history will find themselves making the
same mistakes all over again.”
And so I try to reflect on the year behind me, and I try to learn from the year I’ve just finished, with the hope that I’ll actually be more mature, not just older, next year. If you’d like to join me, here are some questions you might reflect on.
Hint: this is a great time to get out your journal and write:
What was your biggest triumph in the past year? What does God say about it? (Go ahead! Ask him!)
What was your most costly mistake in the past year? What do you learn from it?
What was the smartest decision you made during the year?
What was the greatest lesson you learned during the year?
If you could repeat one day of the last year, what day would that be, and why?
If you could forever forget one day from last year, what day, and why?
What one bit of Scripture best describes last year?
What are you most happy about completing during the last year?
Who are the three people that had the biggest impact on your life? Have you thanked them?
Who are three people whose lives you impacted for good? Have you thanked God for them?
What area of your life have you best taken responsibility for?
What area of your life did you leave to someone else to be responsible for, and why?
What was the most loving service you performed? What effect did you see from it?
What was the biggest risk you took? How did that turn out? How could it have gone even better?
What important relationship improved the most? What made the improvement?
What important relationship took a hit last year? What can you learn from that?
What compliment would you have liked to have received?
What compliment would you like to have given last year? Can you give it now?
What else do you need to say or do to be completely finished with the year?
What would you like to say to your Father about last year or your last season?
Father's Heart on Christmas Morning
I have to say that this year’s Christmas was something special.
I was sitting in my
“Papa Chair” with generations of my family scattered around the
house Christmas morning.
Over the past few
decades, my family has grown up, moved out, married well and “gone
forth and multiplied,” both by marriage and by birthing more of us.
It had been a fair number of years since we’d all been able to
celebrate Christmas together, and we were enjoying it immensely.
That morning would
be an excellent illustration of the phrase, “tumultuous cacophony!”
There was noise and energy everywhere, and it was beautiful!
There was an immense quantity of laughter, from children and parents
alike, with wrestling, story-telling, coffee-making, snack-sharing
and eventually, distributing of gifts from under the tree to the
locations where everyone might eventually settle down. If they ever
would sit down.
For half a century
and more, our tradition has been to begin with the youngest among us
and then to take turns opening a gift apiece. If it is clothing, it
must be worn. If it is food, it should be shared. There was no need
to remind any one to give thanks, as thankfulness and laughter and
joy flowed freely. Gifts were not particularly extravagant, but they
were heart-felt, personal and loudly celebrated. They never did
settle down, and it was good.
During the
gift-opening, the tumultuous cacophony didn’t stop, didn’t slow
down; it simply drifted vaguely in the direction of the living room
and of the presents. Coffee cups were refilled continuously, glasses
were regularly topped off, more snacks were shared, more photos were
taken and shared, more stories told, more laughter, more rejoicing,
more fun….
In a moment, I saw that all the images and vain imaginations of what I had assumed about Heaven were oh-so-terribly inadequate. For a brief moment I saw through Father’s eyes, and I saw that this was at least part of what he’s been looking forward to about heaven: the family gathered around, loving being together, filled with love and joy and celebration for the family, including the head of the family.
And I realized that Father has a bigger family than I do, a much bigger family. But being omniscient, being omnipresent, he can completely rejoice with every single individual of his billions of sons and daughters as I was with the dozen or so rejoicing together in my noisy living room.
I got a quick peek of the Father’s family, full of joy and generosity and celebration, his own mighty heart rejoicing with them all, and for the first time perhaps, I think I might have begun to understand the Heavenly worship swirling around the throne that John tried so hard to describe in his Book of Revelation.
I think I might have caught a glance of “the joy that was before him” that carried the Son of God through the torment of the Cross and the grave. I think I might have glimpsed just a little bit of what God was looking forward to when he said to himself, “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.”
This was a celebration he was anticipating. My living room was the tiniest foretaste of what the psalmist described as, “You will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.”
There were other insights, too; the experience was a little overwhelming. I glimpsed even tinier views of Father’s heart for those who were not in the house that morning, but that was not the lesson of the day. The morning’s lesson was about joy that the Father’s family brings his Almighty heart.
I saw from Father’s eyes for just a fraction of a second, a tiny stretch of eternity, and then reality crashed again on my shores and I was swept away by the joy of my own family, and of their joy of being together, of giving and receiving gifts, of celebration and laughter. The joy continued for a long, long time.
And it was good. It was very good.
Israel has Sinned. That’s Why They Cannot Stand
In my reading today, this stood out to me. I suspect that there’s a
principle for me here. Maybe for your too.
Joshua 7: 11 “Israel
has sinned; they have violated my covenant, which I commanded them to
keep. They have taken some of the devoted things; they have stolen,
they have lied, they have put them with their own possessions. 12
That is why the Israelites cannot stand against their enemies; they
turn their backs and run because they have been made liable to
destruction. I will not be with you anymore unless you destroy
whatever among you is devoted to destruction.”
I don’t know about
you, but I was taught that sin is bad because it scares God off from
me. “God cannot look upon sin,” they said, completely ignoring
the fact that “While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”
As my attention was
grabbed by Joshua 7, I realized (yet again) that the big deal is the
effect that sin has on me, NOT the silly idea that sin has an
effect on God.
God doesn’t like sin primarily because of the mess that it makes in our lives: it separates us from (in this example) victory, from our destiny as overcomers.
So when God says, “Be holy,” he’s not laying down the law. That’s largely about, “Position yourselves in the cross-hairs of my blessing!”


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